sumpah ya seneng rasanya lihat keluarga sama temen bisa nyatu gitu ih suka deh (っ˘з˘)っ jadi ceritanya kita kan lagi mau ke kediri. tapi di perjalanan karena lewat blitar mampir deh di bendungan lahor, bentar doang soalnya si adek rewel minta buru-buru karena dia pingin naik perahu sementara tempat persewaan perahunya belum buka, maklum masih pagi hehe.
jadi kita disana foto-foto doang, asik loh foto bareng mama, adek, dan temen sekaligus hihihi. i love you mama, dek rayhan, mbak resti, reza sufi al kami, and wungu shofrina (•˘з˘•)

ini wungu shofrina (wungu) sama reza sufi al kamil (ica)









ini foto bertiga hihihi, sebenrnya ada yang kurang yaitu fitri apsari sukmaruci yang lagi halangan nggak bisa ikutan kita (huhuhuhu) salah ngatur cahaya jadi ya gini ini hasilnya HAHAHAHAHA #ngakak miris
btw gitu aja deh ceritanya, fotonya maaf banyak yang warnanya aneh gitu salah atur cahaya hahah amatiran banget kaaan
saturday night! sumpah ya saya suka banget sama malam minggu, rasanya santai bangeeet hehehe. bisa lupain masalah sekolah meskipun cuman sementara. bisa puas-pusain ngeblog, blogjumping, lihat filem ini itu, main uno sama adek, tidur, pokoknya yah malem minggu itu buat saya yaaah malam kebahagiaan yang saya lebih suka habiskan di rumah hihihihi (hari gini)
sekarang saya mau posting masalah award. sebelumnya, maaf ya buat semua yang udah berbaik hati memberi saya award tapi saya postnya telaaaat bangeeeeet. bukan maksut mau sombong gitu sok sok orang sibuk di kasih award nggak ada makasih atau balesannya, bukan kok. cuman cari waktu yang pas aja biar bisa posting hihihi. ohya saya juga minta maaf buat cbox yang balesnya telat-telat nggak ada maksut sombong sih, nggak sempet hehehe maaf yaa
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first award is from Aufia Espressivo, Anggraenni Yulia and umbo, really thankyouu! :) clik and visit her blog, i really enjoy to read her blog :)
dan saya memberika award ini kepada 5 blog lain, yaitu
siapa aja boleh deeh, buat yang udah berkenan mampir ke blog ini, yuk mari monggo di ambil awardnya :)
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award kedua dari Miranti Rezki Aulia, Dhita Liawaty Saputri dan Andiline Thea Pranasari
give this awar for 7 blogger:
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ghea safferina | 15 going to 16 | obsession so much with photography | like play fashion | lazy | like milk shake and crepes |
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thank you so much to Miranti Rezki Aulia, Dhita Liawaty Saputri and Andiline Thea Pranasari for give me this award, kiss hug (♥⌣♥)
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oke, kalo nggak lagi repot atau banyak kerjaan, di ambil ya awardnya. tapi nggak maksa juga sih. soalnya kan kadang award itu nyenengin tapi juga ngeribetin hehehehe (ups keceplosan)
thankyou everybody!
ghea safferina adany


this week is not my week. i become very very temprament and sensitive, this week. i feel like want to angry, crying, and screaming evertime. and everyday i get hard to control my feeling.
i dont know what happen with me, but i think i already hurt much my friends with my condition
and, this day is the most temprament and sensitve day, i feel want to cry all time. and i very very get hard to control it. until my friends was know that i am going to cry #ups embarrassing
and when i go home, i think i can't keep show that im alright, althoug im not. i cry so much after pray. i dont know what happen with me, but i cry more and more. its very hard to stop tears fallen from my eyes.
and after that, i sleep and dreaming about my daddy, he make me feel more more better than before.
and this is conversation between us:
he said "my babby girl, please stop your babby crying, sweetie. you are not babby anymore, yo more strong than it. my girl is very very strong and keep her smile always on her lips. but you? very ugly with big eyes that always full with tear."
i still cry a lot, can't stop
"if you are really my tweety, please stop crying. as far as i know, you are my girl that always happy all time. you are my babby that always show your cute face without tears"
i start to control my emosi and stop my tears.
me "daddy am i disappointing you? i always try to smile, happy, enjoy my life, be a nice girl, do my best. but, i dont know why the tears can fallen like this, i just afraid a lot with this event, i afraid if i can't do my best."
he said again " what you say babby? i always proud of you all time. you are not maudlin, babby. you just tired at all. take a rest and you will feel better"
me " how can i take a rest when everyday the event was more and more near? i already hurt my bestfriends felling too, dad"
he said " it better good to take a rest in condition like this. if you tired, mybe you will do it without your heart. its something that you must to do it with heart and happines. And, to make your friendship more good just talk heart by heart with them all. it will make condition more good"
he said again " real life is just like this, full with problem and happines. dont afraid with what will happen with your even. just do it with your heart and do it with your best. the event will good or not, its depending with your work. if you afraid, just fight your afraid. I know you strong, and i believe that you and all your friends can do the best for this event"
me (not saying anything just spechless)
he " dont cry again like babby, although sometimes cry can express feeling easier than word. remember that i love you and always hope the best for you"
and he hug me, with father hug. and kiss my neck, full with love. someting that i already missing from seven years.
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and when i wake up, i open my eyes with cry. OMG, although it just short dream, i get much from it. i cry with sleep. and cry again when wake up. and when i start post it, its still with tears that can't stop, and now when i want to stop this short "curhatan" the tears was stop, not fallen again like before.
for me, sometimes cry is so important to throw away bad feeling and all of weight feeling. cry is make me more rileks. hehehehehe
thanks daddy for comming to my dream, and tell me much important things. i smile when remember your hug and kiss. i really miss you (╯︵╰,)
with love love,
ghea safferina adany
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Kangen sibuk tiap hari pas osis cup, capek gak karuan tapi sebanding sama senengnya
Kangen pas pulang sekolah udah capek eh nyiapin osis cup, tiap hari lagi acaranya
Kangen muterin sekolah, habisin pulsa buat nelvon wasit tapi mereka nggak dateng-dateng
Kangen ke satpam tiap hari buat minjem bangku sampe mereka bosen mungkin haha. dimarhin juga kadang kadang -_____-'
Kangen benerin net yang talinya ruet nggak karuan, untung nggak seruet masalah hidup
Kangen masang net susah payah banget eh tapi keliru jadi di ulang lagi deh
Kangen sakit hatinya bikin jadwal susah payah, eh tapi ada yang nyobek atau nyoret coret
Kangen bikin bagan sampe nggak tidur, eh tapi pas masa osis cup panas di sobek sobek yaAllah miris banget aku, buatnya nggak tidur ituaaaaaaah!
Kangen jadi ball boy bagian ngambilin bola pas voly, hahahah sengsara banget
Kangen berjemur masa osis cup, tiap hari kepanasan sumpah makin item saya wowowo
Kangen minum satu untuk semua, teh poci satu gelas buat bersebelas ♡ kadang wafer kecil juga satu untuk semua, dikit buat bareng jadi kerasa banyak :D
Kangen pulang maghrib hampir tiap hari ngurusin tetek bengek osis cup
Kangen nyapu lapangan yang basah abis ujan sambil main air
Kangen nyapu lapangan susah payah eh abis di sapu ujan lagi, berasa pengen nangis berjamaah sambil bobo di lapangan
Kangen pas kita saling nyemangatin satu sama lain, ayo semangat!
Kangen makan makan sehabis osis cup, kita pesen porsi gilabangeeeet!
Kangen saling tolong pas osis cup, kita bersebelas sama dua belas kaka kelas kita ♡
Kangen pas aku emosi labil gara-gara kecapean dan dibuat ngakak lagi sama niko satria rachmadinata dan ananda happy rezhandy
Kangen skoring bareng reza sufi al kamil eh taunya salah pas nyekor, terus di teriakin masa
Kangen angkat-angkat meja sama kursi tiap hari, tanganku makin berotot nih.
Kangen sharing bersebelas sambil curhat curhatan, hahahaha kangen beneran nih :')
dan masih banyak hal lain yang ngebuat aku kangen sama kalian fitri apsari sukmaruci, reza sufi al kamil, yusuf purnama, niko satria rachmadinata, sheila anindita, yogy wibowo santoso, wungu shofrina, dimas setyo, dyan suryo aji, ananda happy rezhandy. (btw aku hafal nama kalian lo! ini nggak pakek kerepekan sama sekali yeyeyeyeyyee jadi kalo ada yang salah maaf yaa)


kalo inget gimana tiap hari kita berdoa biar osis cup yang sebulan itu cepet selesai aku jadi pingin ketawa sendiri. sesengsara-sengsaranya osis cup toh akhirnya kita kangen juga sama dia, buktinya sekarang HAHAHAHA.
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selain dari sudut panitia saya juga kangen loh sama suasana kelas jaman osis cup, beneran deh
kangen tiap hari aku dateng mesti di tanyain jadwal dan bla bla bla bla
kangen latian sama anak anak kelas, hahaha jadi inget pas latihan aku cewek sendiri #fault grrr
kangen pas anak sekelas pada kumpul buat jadi supporter, rame banget. kompak.
kangen pas dikelas anak-anak ngobrolin bangganya menang ini itu hahaha galau beneran deh
kangen bilang "mainin aja game mu, bukan menang atau kalah tapi senengnya ituloooh" haha
kangen segala kekompakan kelas pas jaman osis cup, beneran deh (˘⌣˘)ε˘`)
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saya beruntung sekali punya kalian orografy dan teman seperjuangan! Hahahahaha
*postingan nggak penting dan galau untuk kesekian kalingan
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